The image of one of my previous therapists bent over her desk with her nice ass in black tights is still burned in my mind. After pulling off some game I didn't know I had, the moment was there. I felt some sensation in my stomach and pussied out. I'd been teasing her about a quickie for probably a couple months.

A couple of events after, I turn needy and get ghosted. Fuck. I go monk mode 7 months. I got some RP principles from this experience, then The Rational Male cleared up a lot of the principles and concepts for me.

I'm starting a new therapist next week who, on the phone with my mom, was already hinting at 'benefits' w/ me. Late 20s.

How can I overcome my fear of sex? I'm confident about size, stamina, but the actual fear freezes the fuck out of me.

I'm also looking to get back in college probably next semester so I wanna be ready to start dicking at nearly every opportunity.

I was thinking about a one-and-done with an escort. Good idea?