I have always been a pussy, a beta, a loser, basically I have always been a little girl living in a man's body. The last year and a half has turned me into a monster. I expected myself to grow, but I never thought it would be this drastic. This is basically how it started and what I did:

- got cheated on brutally (thank you baby) and turned to TRP

- started lifting, lost about 110 lbs in 9 months, got almost fit and kinda bulky

- read a lot of RP books (also forums, stuff like rooshv etc.)

- approached at least a 5-10 chicks a day, every day (up until now for 8 months)

- got laid, also got myself 3 consistent plates (even though they keep on breaking)

- went from broke to $X,XXX/month (self-employed, digital marketing)

- got a place of my own and planning to take out a loan ($XXX,XXX) to expand my business

- started seeing a psychiatrist to resolve some deep rooted issues (absolutely necessary for well-being)

- went from a guy who suffered from existential dread to someone who wakes up with his dick hard af

It all sounds like a dream every one of us has/had once, but even from a pessimist/realist dude, it's doable, but not easy at all, the last year has been hell for me, but it's gotten me further than the last two decades of my life.

This is all I have to say - embrace the pain and remember - change only comes at the end of suffering!

I wanted to take my own life during the process many times. Yes, that's how deep into the shit I was. If you go all in, you have nothing to lose, trust me on this. I think that I can do anything I set my mind to from this point on and I have proven that I am capable of doing the impossible shit.

Guess what? - So are YOU!