Being 23 myself I am trying to build a good mentality in my head, where I try to focus on right things and keep myself on track of hard work. But I still have this unnerving feeling somewhere in my head, sometimes it's strong, sometimes it's weak, where I feel anxious because I still don't know what it feels like, how to do it. I feel kinda alienated by never having an experience in my life that a lot of people go through on a daily basis. I am trying to fake it but I think people can notice at some point that I am a fake and that probably makes me weird in their eyes. Some woman openly admitted that a guy who is a virgin for so long, there has to be something really really wrong with him. Well, I had some issues in my life but I am trying to make it right, but still this feeling lingers on me. I don't know how to brush it off. I won't pay for escorts because I don't like them and secondly this won't fix the issue in my head, I have to feel desired to get over this, everyone can buy a whore.

So, how are you keep going? How do you create a feeling in your head that everything will be alright, you will be wanted and you will become attractive after such a long drought?