I swallowed the pill, went through despair first, shock as the understanding came, tremendous anger towards society, feminism’s lies, my female friends’ lies, my mom’s lies and because of all those years wasted. Then I went through depression phase and was diagnosed with severe depression. Finally, I went through it all and I’m now stable mentally, emotionally and physically.

During the past 10/11 months, I logged on TRP everyday and read everything that was posted (except for 2 weeks in July, in the middle of my anger phase when I had to take a break from all this). I read every damn post. I also read manosphere blogs like rational male and illimitableman (guilty of not reading heartiste).

Which brings me to my first point :

tremendous anger towards society, feminism’s lies, my female friends lies, my mom’s lies and because of all those years wasted

Since discovering TRP, I fixed my depression, my one-it is and an addiction that held me back.

But I didn’t really did any major change in my life. I began to do push ups, abs and leg work every night, I created a morning and an evening routine that I now follow religiously (the results are awesome, lost half my fat – I can begin to see my abs for the first time in YEARS – have now white clean teeth, bigger muscles, more vitality… it feels great!) but beside that…nothing.

So I’m cutting out on TRP. This place is great, but I’ve read enough here to have my eyes wide, wide opened. Now, I’m going to venture out in the real world and achieve something to actually raise my value (both actual and sexual market value). Actually, my SMV has already been improved by the sole fact that my behavior towards women changed with swallowing the pill, but anyway, that’s not true improvement.

I have a set of goal I want to accomplish (in order) : get my engineer degree, get ripped, record my first CD. I will focus on one thing at a time since I’m not a terminator that can do multi tasking. However, I will perform at maximum capacity for those goals and produce the best result possible. I promise.

I also want to interact again with women without the direct influence of the TRP post about AWALT I read a few hours ago. It’s time to test my new understanding of women first hand.

And just in case, I still have a few redpill books that I can enjoy. But off the internet. Fuck this virtual life I used to go back to because reality was so depressing. Now that I see the reality of things, I am going to bend it to my will and live a life that my former nerd-self would not have even dare to dream of.

I’ll come back when I have enough real life experience to contribute to this sub (I guess it’ll be a few years from now).

Cheers, fellow RPer.

Tl;dr : reading TRP is great, but the true pill lies in the real world.