I’m running a blog, writing novels, running and trying to stay fit, and I’ll soon start an e-commerce company (I’m in the process of saving money now).

Things have been going great self-improvement wise for the past year but for the past three-to-four weeks my mind has relapsed to fantasies with exes and some girls I’m somewhat fond of.

I have enough discipline to not contact any of them but I somehow lost the strength to keep doing what I’m doing. I miss affection. I don’t know what it is but I feel weak and unmotivated.

I know the many downsides of relationships and hookups and I’ve been MGTOW for over 4 years now. While I know that I’m good enough for myself, my hormones are telling me otherwise.

Can y’all give me a reality check with your experiences / experiences you’ve heard of so I can go back to the thought process of: “Yeah I’m not dealing with that shit fuck that”. Thanks. I don’t have anyone else to ask for help on this except this community. I love y’all.