i cant fit in now that im red pill

I'm 17 in high school. I became red pill at 14 from looking for answers after a thot played me and treated me bad.. ever since I became red pill there's no one I can relate too I know too much. I basically cut off all female friends cause I don't give free attention and validation and most of them are sl0ts too. and me and most guys can't relate I'm still cool with most people from my blue pill days but no one understands me or can relate. most of them are living there best life chasing hedonism and pleasure and staying lazy and in there comfort zone. while I'm in monk mode grinding. apart of me misses when I was blue pill i knew nothing and was a regular guy having fun now I'm awake and its very lonely i cant really function in a bluepill society they dont understand me and i cant relate to them there such sheep i cant fit in.

i try coping by lifting weights and grinding but I still feel lonely. I have friends but there still asleep and only like three are awake. what should I do?