I broke up with a girl six months ago because she sucked as a girlfriend. I'm spinning plates and have a high smv. I'm doing very well objectively. Last night one of my plates (who is so much hotter than my ex) had sixteen missed calls from her ex and he was begging to see her. She paid for an expensive dinner and offered to pay for a hotel, just so we could bang. I turned her down because I had plans with my family early the next day. Idk I kind of felt bad for the dude who is begging to see her while she is ignoring him and willing to spend $600+ just to spend a night with me, while I'm thinking about my hb5 ex. A couple of triggers today and I'm thinking about my own ex intensely. It's so weird.

Why does the world have to work like this? I'll never beg for my ex back because I understand the dynamic, but she's so dumb. She'll never do better than me. All she had to was adjust a few things and appreciate the value I brought to her life, and it would've worked out for a while longer. This whole thing is so annoying. I find myself missing my ex so much, while I have better women begging to spend time with me.