Been a RP reader since highschool 5 or 6 years back, learned a lot over the years, particularly early on when it was all new.

But as I've gotten older, I realize that fundamentally I don't really want a lot of what TRP talks about. I don't want to be fucking a new chick each week. I don't want to keep a girlfriend by leveraging dread game against her. I don't want to have a "submissive sex kitten".

I want to improve myself, find a woman who I can trust and who trusts me, and build a deeper relationship with them than is possible platonically.

Does anyone else feel the same way? Anyone have experience with building a relationship like this without relying on hiding things from your partner and trying to make them jealous/insecure?