We broke up in June, I was on drugs, depressed and had anxiety. We haven’t talk or text, I uninstall my Facebook and deleted everything that was relate to her. Now I’m off drugs and been in my monk mode, but I go to this event once a month, they play pure rock music. She ask that she want to be fwb because she said she likes doing it with me. I refused the sex in a polite way, but now I’m kind of not sure. Inside I wanted bad but after trp I’ve been working on monk mode and I don’t trust myself to be able to handle her without catching feels. Any advice, criticism, perspective is appreciated. Thank you.