A little about me.

I'm currently 19, quit/in the middle of quitting drugs - not even smoking weed anymore. 2 years ago I was a young aspiring doctor with excellent grades, lifted regularly, had a good social life and had amazing confidence.

Now I'm a shell of that, I am depressed, lazy and have terrible confidence. I had noticed my life had gone downhill since my older brother overdosed on drugs and now lives at my family home. His drug addiction is destroying my parents, my mum is depressed and crazed. Constantly putting me down since, everytime I go back home my mood worsens.

University doesn't feel like home, I don't feel at home there. Home isn't good, there's always fights and my brother is high or barred out. I need to rebuild my life, I'm currently going to the gym now. It's hard to stay motivated when your family life isn't the best.

I need to remove this negativity, but I can't just leave my family. TRP please help me.