I just can't believe that I was ever into that stuff, I'm now constantly ruminating over embarrassing things that I've said and done under the influence of this false ideology.

Granted it only lasted five months, and I am still young (just turned 17), it did not come with any harsh side effects (although some other ridiculous beliefs I held did) outside of inconveniencing many women and, indirectly, men.

Anyway at least I never have to go through that again. However there is just one torn relationship in particular which I am just so unsure about, I would try and talk it over with her but it was so bad that I can't even talk to her again, she wasn't exactly a good person but I sympathize with her, maybe we could've talked through her behaviors as well as my own.

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