I have noticed that i am avoiding some of my old friends. They are clearly higher SMVed guys. I used to allways compare myself to them and the diffrence would make me feel bad for myself.

I have learned a lot from them , they are naturals , everywhere they go they own the place it is like the sidebar has been written by looking at them.

I was not seeing them lately because how small they make me feel, and i have done a lot myself. Lifting , money , a few girls and lastly a ltr. I am happy where i am right now . They are allways getting high and having fun together , i am not joining to them anymore but we rarely get together. I think i am afraid to bring my ltr to meet with them.

I am sure she would see that i am way inferior compared to them , it is fun to hangout with these guys but i cant help to feel small . Should i chicken out of this friendship or should i get together and try to defend my ground ? How can i deal with feeling inferior?