I'm probably not going to. But it's really hard. I am currently in a long distance relationship for a few months. Im 16 and she's 17. We've officially been dating since November, but we hooked up at first in September. We never fight, all the sexual stuff is great, and I can also express what I want easier than I could to a girl at a party. I also plan on taking her with me on spring break. Everything really is going great. She's not that funny and her sense of humor is a little different than my own, but it is excusable considering how well everything else is going.

I've never had a girlfriend before, and I can't tell if I really like her or if I just like the idea of her. I don't want to be that guy who just cheats all the time. I don't want to cheat on her. It becomes really difficult when I go out and the Smirnoff goes straight to my dick and I want to fuck the first girl I see. I haven't cheated on her, but as a boy with a lot of energy, only hooking up for one weekend a month is not easy. The thing is, I still want her in my life. I don't really know how I can accomplish this without breaking up with her. Maybe I should break up with her, I don't know. Are open relationships ever a good idea? Should I propose we go back to being friends with benefits? This seems very unlikely that becoming fwb would ever be on the table now, with the distance between us taken into account. I still want to talk to her and everything, maybe I just would rather get with multiple girls than just her, but I am so lost on where to go. Maybe I should wait a few months and think about it again. Any advice is appreciated.