Basically I just went to college and I''ve glowed up after a year or two of monk mode where I grew a beard, started going gym etc. the only issue is that I am a virgin and all the girls here are friends, speak to each other etc. so if I give her bad dick then she's going to go tell her friends, also my body image is quite bad right now due to Corona and not going gym (Moobs, skinnyfat etc.) so I also feel like she's gonna be turned off when I take off my clothes.

It's strange to me as I used to be the ugly kid with no hoes, and now there are 8/10s giving me IOI's. Has anyone been in this position before?