im 20 with nothing going for myself and when i say nothing i mean nothing. i just got out of my first relationship a 4 yr toxic one, i dont wanna take bitches serious anymore, they not for you its just your turn. im familar with red pill shit now but when i was 16 i wasnt and it fucked me up when i started dating her and i lost myself completely and drained my mental, i still have my love for art. but im off the rails and dont what to do tbh