I am naturally a Dominant in my real life, and have even turned a female Dominatrix into my sex toy & then hard nexted her after I grew bored with her and her friends.

Over the years it became something I was was always expressing, I was Dominant in business, sex, play, and was always unhappiest when unable to express my desires or when exhibiting beta traits for the sake of other people.

Whenever a friend or family member would ask me to refrain from doing what comes naturally, I always regretted doubting my instincts and capitulating to others desires.

Whenever I would allow other people to manuever themselves into a position I recognized as potentially hazardous to my wants and desires, it would usually turn out to be true.

Instinctually, it became necessary for me to replace all the weak, talentless, two-faced, untrustworthy & slow witted with a smaller and smaller circle of more awesome people who were capable of doing at my level.

Although there may not have been a name for RP back in my day, I was testing out my theories on Alpha v Beta behaviours with varying successes.

Especially in the bedroom.

Before I knocked up a plate & had kids, I was spinning 3-5 at a time by not giving a fuck and doing me. Often, D/s play was a large part of the sexual encounters I was enjoying most.

Verbal/power play, bondage, breathe play, spanking, orgasm denial were all things I enjoyed doing to most of my girls. They kept coming back often, & the lifestyle worked well for me.

Reading trp regularly, I am surprised I never really noticed the parralells until recently, and have not seen anyone posting about it. Am I alone here? Does anyone practice BDSM, or lite versions of it?