I know y'all tired of all these 'how do I overcome oneitis" posts, but here's the thing: I do realize she was no unicorn. She had some red flags, but she was a great high-smv woman. She made my life easier quite a bit, kept my balls empty and my stomach full.

I lift 3 times a week, joined a boxing club and try to get as busy as I can just to stop feeling like a hurting schoolgirl, but it doesn't help. I started spinning plates, but it just feels bland and boring. I have easy access to pussy recently, but I just can't be assed even spending time with them because they all seem boring to me.

Inb4 y'all rough ballers start telling me how pathetic my situation is, -- I already know it. Don't waste your time telling me how beta it is and how silly I am. I just need to hear your opinions on how to stop being a bitch about it and move on, because lifting, spinning plates and working doesn't help one fucking bit.

Much love, thanks in advance.