TRP changed my life, and as a man I have to face my demons, and never leave a challenge uncompleted.

Almost a year ago, this girl in my college (or high school, for those in America) used to like me and she got one of her mates to try and set us up. She would tell her all sorts of stuff like 'Our babies would be so cute'..blah, blah, blah. She's a good looking girl so I did what I had to do, got her number, told her I would text her when I'm free etc. Sounds all good right? Not quite. At that time I knew what being an Alpha involved, and I made steps to become one. But I was still a Beta. I was attractive and popular in school, but it was all an illusion I was still scared to talk to girls and had all round weak game. I was a BP Beta, trying to paint myself in red.

So I eventually text this girl, having terrible text game, and the convos are just so soft and BP, but with momentary sparks of RP, which ultimately got me a date with this girl the next weekend. The weekend comes and I don't message this girl, and don't take her out because I lost attraction to her as it just seemed seemed too easy. I liked the challenge rather than the girl herself. So I left it and went on holiday for 2 months.

I came back, and she's at a party I'm at, I didn't know this. So I'm basically flirting with this girl in the corner, touching her and what not, and she walks in to the party and sees me. She goes in to a room with her best friend, and I walk past and see her all teary eyed, I don't say anything and move on. I went to a party the next night and she was also there. I get really drunk and end up approaching her, trying to persuade her to come to the back of the garden so we can 'talk'. But she was reluctant and her friend takes her away. From what I've been told I was so drunk i kept trying to talk to her all night, and they had to go outside to get away from me lol.

Next week my best mate asks her how things were with me, she said 'he's not interested in me, he doesn't want to talk to me..blah, blah, blah. He tells her that I will text her and he comes and tells me what she said and so I text her. At that time I had zero confidence with my text game, so I kept asking my mate what to say to her and he would give me lame responses which I would send her (I didn't know they were BP at the time lol), he would say stuff like, "I know I had a chance with you before, lets go out as friends and see what happens" (I know lame right).

One of her mates told me she was thinking about giving me a second chance even after I 'disrespected' her at that party trying to take her to the back of the garden lol. But her other friend that hates me persuaded her not to give me a chance and to stay away from me, because 'I'm a dick to girls' (mind you this girl also used to like me). So she just ignores me and from then on we are just saying hi in college.

BUT THEN!, I discovered the red pill, and it changed my life. It got rid of the Alpha illusion, and made me genuine. I started lifting, boxing and setting goals for myself, and became a better person.

Anyways guys this is where is I need your help. Now I'm not suffering from oneitis, in fact I'm spinning a couple plates atm (which is decent but could be better).

It's not something that has affected me over the past few months but I have this chip in my shoulder caused my old beta self before I found TRP. All I want is to know why she stopped liking me and want to be able to fuck her brains out and just leave it at that, just so I can be at ease.

It would be an ultimate comeback which is certainly doable, and one that will truly test my understanding of what TRP has taught me, and would allow me to evaluate my development.

Since then I have regained some of her attraction - she always stairs at me school, and then looks away when I catch her, and I've caught her staring at my crotch two times. She also accidentally liked my Instagram pic, and then unliked it even though we don't follow each other.

To make it simple, there are a few parties coming up in the next few weeks, and she will be there. Her cockblocking friend will most likely be there too, so i need a solid plan to be able to redeem myself in my eyes, and fuck her brains out.

I really want to overcome this, and become a better version of myself. So I would appreciate some good suggestions from you awesome people.

Thanks a lot!