Hey, i got a problem here, and i don't know how to figure out what's wrong with me. Basically, all my life, i've been told i'm a "pretty boy", have an "attractive face" etc, etc. Girls pay attention, a lot are into me and whatnot. But i am SO insecure, my confidence is at an all time low.

I feel like i'm not attractive AT ALL. I have this weird thing where i think people are just telling me i'm handsome to just make me feel better. And i think that girls flock to me only because someone good looking hasn't passed by yet, and, as soon as he does, they will dump me for him.

What's wrong with me? How can i become self-confident like I used to be once? When i didn't care and ate what i wanted and played games all day. It's as if the more i got in shape, got a defined jaw, tanned, got a good haircut, lowered my bodyfat, with EACH step, i got more and more self-conscious and insecure.

I don't want to be this goodlooking guy all girls want if i am an insecure little bitch at heart that can't be at peace for one moment of his life.

Please help me out, this has been bothering me for months now, what do i do?