I've never had a good relationship with my dad. He would make me feel like shit and I thought I was adopted as a kid. My dream would be that my real dad would come and pick me up and he would be such a nice guy and we would do father and son things and have fun. He's always loved my siblings so I don't understand why he doesn't like me. He beat so bad and I was so scared.

Fast forward to now. I'm a boxer on an advanced level and I'm a pretty big guy for a 19-year-old.

He got divorced with my mom and she moved out with my other 2 siblings. I and my other 3 siblings stayed with him because my mom needs to get an apartment first and we have nowhere to live. My mom currently lives with her brother and space is tight.

I was just about to go out yesterday until he threatened me with a baseball bat (It was late). He screamed that I shouldn't come back home if I wasn't home in 20 minutes. He called my mom a whore and threatened to hit me with the bat. I had ignored him the whole day because I didn't feel like talking to him. He said that I have to talk to him when he comes back and I should never come back if I wouldn't talk to me. He screamed on top of his lunges and I couldn't do anything. This isn't the first time this has happened. I was only 16 the first time.

I was calm (I know weird haha) I went out called my mom and told her what just happened. She begged me to come to her but I couldn't do that. I rented a hotel room for a night and turned off my phone.

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Fast forward today: He messaged me and said that he would give me the house and my dream car as long as I come back. My dad makes about 2 million dollars a year so the guy is rich. He owns three houses and said he would give me one. He has said this multiple times but it never happens.

He gave my sister a car worth 40 000 dollars. He bought a boat for my 14-year-old little brother. My other sister has clothes worth 10 000 dollars. I asked him for a motorcycle once and he kicked me out of the house.

I'm still in high school. I have almost all A's. I can't rent a house because I have to wait in line for 3-5 years. I can't move out. Talking to him is pointless. I have tried. I'm lost, please help