I have a fetish where some girls i like to dominate, and then some i like to get dominated by. Im really embarrassed about it and am trying to get rid of it. I dont watch porn. I was wondering if there is a healthy way to express this as in have a sugar baby or go to hired gun who can help me with this fetish. I figure this way i dont have to deal with this chick on a regular basis since i wouldnt wanna be in a relationship with a girl who femdoms me cause she wouldnt respect me.

Or should i just try as hard as i can to make it go away?