Life shit is getting to me.

Little background, 23 years old and I come from a cultured family where they’re involved in every little thing. They’re interested in grooming my career, marriage and life. I’m graduating with a BS in Computer Science this semester because my family forced me to choose between Engineering, Medical or Law. So I chose computers because all that comic book science shit looked interesting from afar.

I’m taking machine learning and AI right now and holy shit dragging this degree on has been a punch in my stomach. I hate everything about coding and engineering. I had multiple internships in a Fortune 500 company who offered me a position.

I’m absolutely sure I don’t want to work in this field at all. I’ll take the degree and find my own passion.

My ex girlfriend recently cheated on me which led me here (so props bitch). She took all our friends with her when they chose sides lmao. Legit got nobody to talk to, since she made me get rid of all my real buds.

Family is happy about the breakup. My older siblings shit on me for not being as successful or obedient to my parents wishes as they were.

I’m aching to go my own way from women and family, I can’t really do much with this Covid-19 bs atm but holy hell.

For the sanity of my own mind I gotta go my own way.

Tldr; Life.