I had testicular cancer and lost a nut. It was pretty much on the hush. My friend brought it up who shouldn’t of known. I know my mom told her friend who told him. The things is this was between me, my dad, mom and sister. I don’t think my sister told anyone neither my dad. I kinda feel like my world has collapsed. Even if I was living in a lie.

I don’t know who knows and who doesn’t. I mean I did drink a load tonight, I could be extra sensitive. I just feel betrayed. I’ve been struggling accepting this on a whole, now this happens

If is the worse thing that happened in years to me