I’ve been aware of mgtow for a while but i consider myself purple pill so I was still out there chasing women, thinking I new the rules and nothing won’t happen to me. Long story short I’ve wasted a bunch of time that I could have use to start my business and improve skills . I have a serious case of oneitis, logically I know she’s not special but the the feelings are hard to shake. As of now I’m not in the right mindset to be talking to women not even for a hookup but my sex drive is still high and I’ve addicted to pmo so I don’t want to take that route. I try to stay distracted as much as I can but some days it doesn’t see worth it.