Sorry for few bad words in my text, im very emotionally atm.

Hey guys,

ill try to make it short:

My mother is a monster. I think she is the most narcissistic woman on earth. She is on earth to destroy lifes. She destroyed me, my dad, my brother and a lot of other people. When my dad made the divorce few years ago, this bitch had "few" chads since then and with the last one she got a child. Fuck, i couldnt sleep that night when she told me that shes pregnant (This retarded rathoe was 43 when she was pregnant)

I only had contact with her, because my little brother lived with her. Btw he never wanted to be with her, but she manipulated him so hard. My brother lives finally with my dad and hes happy with the situation.

I would quit the contact with the monster asap when my brother came to us, but i couldnt quit it, because of my sister. I cant leave her alone, i just cant.

She is 1yo now and u guys have no idea how much tears i dropped when i had her in my arms. I visit her (not the monster) a lot, but i cant do it anymore, because the hate versus my mother is to high. Everytime when i see this fat piece of shit, i want to punch her in the face. Its so hard for me. Ik, i should quit the contact and live my life, but i cant. Shes 1yo and the monster will turn her into a bigger monster and i cant accept that. She needs a man in her life and not a new simp that my mom got few weeks ago. I would be a perfect brother and i would have the best influence on her. (ofc later more when shes older)

Fuck, im so worried. Idk what to do. I just wish my mom would die after the divorce with my dad.

How would you keep the contact if u would hate your mom till death and you had a little sister or brother that is with her??

This situation kills me. I love my sister and i have so much fun with her, but the monster is in the way and it makes the contact with my sister much harder.

Sorry for my bad english and have a nice day/night