I used to think the only point of earning money was to be a provider and build a house, get married, have 1.9 kids etc. and that's when I could relax and be "part of something greater". I thought I'd wait for a so called soulmate because I believed everyone found the one eventually.

I was depressed for a long time when this fantasy dissolved, I didn't think there was a point behind anything but I've come around to the happy side of it and realized living my life for ME is FANTASTIC.

I am going on a bro trip vacation leaving in a few days and when I get back I'll get a job to pay for groceries and car parts. I'm learning about nutrition, getting in shape and planning on talking to a military recruiter soon which will be a huge step towards my real goals.

Eventually I'd like to own a small house where I live alone, cohabitation with a woman sounds like hell on earth, and I'd like to spend my time working on some crazy project cars and once I save enough, I'd like to buy a few absentee owned businesses.

Just wanted to thank you all for saving me from the baby plantation, I don't miss it and can't imagine ever going back.