Hi brothers,

I'm a divorced father who just new to MGTOW philosophy. I adopted the idea few months ago. I took more than a daily dose of red pills from Sandman. Actually I usually take half a dozen a day. Every time when I am alone, I listen to his videos. It changed my life.

But as a former lifetime simp and cuck. I wasn't sure if the MGTOW thing really sink into my brain. So I put myself through several tests by dating a woman. Long story short; I don't find chasing women enjoyable anymore. There were times when flashes of romantic feeling happened but they were immediately killed off by...I don't know, they just gone. Now, when I look at women, they are just same shit wearing different husks. I don't even want to make any forms of physical contact, and it is totally fine for me. The pussy chasing mode was turned off. Maybe this is the first time of my life that my upper brain actually takes control over my lower stupid one. But yeah, a daily dose is important. Humans are hardwired to interest in opposite sex. I need to keep that urge in-check. Otherwise I might fall into the same trap again.

Good luck, brothers. Be careful of our nature. And don't forget to take a daily dose of red-pills.