I've follow this subreddit for some time but have never posted. Now in my darkest hours, I came in search of guidance and help.

I find myself lost again, I'm 18 years old but have experience much more than a normal 18 year old should have. Along with these experiences I have obtained wisdom of life.

My girlfriend of 1 month broke up with me.

You guys are probably reading this and thinking " 1 month, that isn't such a long time, just move on"

But to me the month that we spent together was much more than that. We we're both mature but at the same time able to be friends with one another. We shared experiences that are dear to my heart. She even told me she loved me, I didn't say it at first due to me being cautious, but eventually I let myself fall in love.

Yesterday she told me she had lost feelings for me. Out of nowhere. That it was her fault and that I was not to blame. She told me she was a cold person and she knew it would never work. At first I was angry and sad, but as time went on it grew to an understanding for her.

She liked someone else.

She wanted to fix herself.

She wanted to be alone.

So she left me without even giving me a chance to talk to her in person and try to resolve anything.

As understanding and patient as I am, I have a limit too.

What do I do now?