Many of you are going to think I'm trolling but I'm not. Hear me out, I'm being 100% serious here

I'll be honest. MGTOW for me is a coping mechanism. I'M not saying it is for the vast majority of guys but in my case it definitely is.

I'm 5'9 (afaik average is 6ft) and lean and muscular yet none of the 7/10 girls give a fuck about me. I've never lost my virginity. Never been with escorts, prostitutes. Even tho it's legal where I live. I look down on it because the prostitues wouldn'T be attracted to me, they would have sex with me for the money, not for my body / face.

I don't have any facial asymmetries yet I have a recessed chin and an almost non-existant jawline. I have a long midface region (philtrum) and a big forehead, and my hair isn't long enough (on top) to get a haircut which can cover my forehead.

I am not going to bother with trying to attract women for a long ass time, simply because the mental toll that constant, consistent rejection by women has taken on me is way too great. I'm personally fed up with women, 100%. And yes, I'm a misogynist, I hate women. I know you guys don't hate women but I do, I absolutely despise women. Why? Because they've hurt me so many times mentally I'm just not going to forgive them, I have no reason to. Women are absolutely evil creatures if you're sub8.

The 80/20% rule, the BlackPill and the RedPill (aside from Game Theory which is a bunch of bull fucking shit tbh) are absolutely UNDISPUTED!!! It's TRUE! It's ALL TRUE! If LOOKS-WISE you're not in the top 20% of men (FIRST comes the FACE and HEIGHT, SECOND comes the body. Period!), you shouldn'T bother! The best you could hope for is betabuxxing for a minimum 7/10 chick just to fuck her a couple times a month, that's it. But she's not going to be attracted to your body, so why the fuck would you enjoy the sex? I couldn't for sure knowing that

When I was 17 in HS I really looked like utter shit. I remember one day a little cunt (she was 15 and I didn't know her) was walking towards me and LAUGHED IN MY FUCKING FACE WITH THE MOST DISGUSTING, SUBHUMANIZING GRIN ON HER FACE. SHE LOOKED AT ME LIKE AN INVISIBLE TOTAL SUBHUMAN. That look on her face was stunning in a strictly negative sense of the word!

I'll never be able to forget that. That was the beginning of the BlackPill for me personally.

Anyway, to summarize, I've become MGTOW strictly as a coping mechanism for the sheer rejection I've gotten all my life from women. I'm not interested in romantic relationships any way because love in 2018 doesn't exist. Ideally I'd only Pump&Dump but since I'm not in the top 20% looks-wise because none of my male relatives ever in my entire pedigree were Chads, I couldn't possibly have inherited Chad genetics, which as you are finding out, I didn't. P&D is sadly only a possibility if you're a Chad.

The difference between how you get treated by women if you're good-looking / hot vs sub8 is ASTOUNDING to say the least. I never watch such YouTube videos because that's pure suicide fuel to me and I can't take the pain such material inflicts on my soul any more.

Am I bitter? Yes. Am I sad? Very much so. Do I hate women? Yes. Do most MGTOW hate women? NO!!! But I do! And believe my brothers, I have every single reason to hate them. Fucking evil subhumanizing narcissistic pieces of utter smelly shit.

Anyway for context here's what I look like currently in real life: https://imgur.com/a/7COclv8 Sure, as I said, I don't have any facial deformities (think of things like visible, huge scars; one side higher than the other side of the face;) But I still have a non-existant jawline and a noticably recessed chin, and for this reason my face lacks the by far most important masculine feature of the male face: forward growth of the lower third.

I'm never going to be able to do anything that has to do with profiting off my looks (money-wise) until I've gathered the money for invasive plastic surgery (wrap-around jaw implant and sliding genioplasty).

I say this simply to show you that MGTOW can be a real way of life, but for some people LIKE ME, not the majority of us it's a coping mechanism. If I kept on chasing women, the rejection would build up to such a level which would make me take my own life. Due to my past trauma INFLICTED BY WOMEN I'm already mentally destroyed. Women's cruelty for 80% of men has destroyed my quality of life.

Please, again, don't look at me like a troll, I'm not one. I'm merely making this post to show you that MGTOW CAN SAVE LIVES like in my case. YOU SHOULDN'T KEEP TRYING IF THE BATTLE IS ALREADY LOST AND IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT. MGTOW has saved tons of lives including mine Thank God for MGTOW. Now my mind is at reast at last