I'm 18m and in my final year of school. I enjoy partying and having fun but I have a history of over drinking. Unfortunately the other day it involved getting a formal warning off of the police. I was so plastered that I have no recollection of the nights occurrence, only for my mother being forced to come in and collect me from the station :( My parents are pretty pissed at me but blow it so out of proportion. I feel bad enough about it without being antagonized by them as well. I don't really like drinking either, that's the worst part. I'm fully accepting the responsibility of my actions and I'm convinced that staying clear of any vices is the only way forward.

I'm a fairly decent looking guy, well built, intelligent and funny. I don't struggle to pick up girls but I struggle to make them stay. At the start the year, I went through bit of a negative streak in my life. Forgot who I was kinda thing. All because of two girls. I spent two months at the start of the year questioning who I was. If I'm being honest, it was a pretty dark time. Never felt proper anxiety until But in the end I got over it but, now, this is after happening and its the last straw for me. I'm a pretty sensitive guy, like poetry, keep a diary and all that but my family are quite the opposite. Wouldn't be able to tell them this stuff for fear of it being overblown or made irrelevant. I guess this is where reddit comes in :)

I go to a study school from 9-9 six days a week and have college next year. I think that the foreseeable future should be spent alcohol free. Will quitting this stuff have an effect on my game? Any advice for this time of temporary turmoil in my life ?

Thanks for just allowing me vent my frustrations on her guys :)

TLDR; Got into a spot of bother recently and and wondering what to do .