So I've been bouncing between the red pill/seduction and mgtow. I can now confirm I am heavily leaning towards mgtow. If the right woman was to enter my life then so be it. But I will not make any effort to actively seek out a female companion. My life is just fine without a woman in my life.

Anyway, the story of today...

So I've been climbing and working out since December and now have a decent athletic stature. Before that I was just averagely toned.

Whilst at a day festival earlier today, I got super hot and wrapped my sweatshirt around my body (semi topless).

Gradually, I ended up surrounded by women. They all tried talking to me/interacting with me in some way. Constant smiles, glares and IOIs. Most noticeable was the ones from a girl who quite clearly had a boyfriend. Poor guy.

Rewind 7 months and I can guarantee non of those girls would've given me any attention despite my personality and passion for the music being exactly the same.

It felt so good to not give a fuck about their efforts and just enjoy my time at the festival.

Afterwards I reflected and thought to myself. If I did interact on a deeper level than what I did, what could have happened.

I could've possibly got to dance with a girl and kissed her. Don't see how that could be made my day any better.

Alternatively I could've had sex with one of these girls. I could have also caught and std from one of them. I could have gotten one of them pregnant. Or I could have even been accused of rape...

I love raves and festivals but I tend to find they attract the least valuable and sluttiest of girls.

Mgtow, you've gained another member.