I work in excavation. Mostly fixing peoples sewer and water pipes. Its terrible work, just gross at times. Horrible. I wouldn't wish it on anyone. Today whilst covered in filth and grit. The homeowners daughters come home. Slim, athletic, cute no make up, the first one, the second a little older heavy make up. (Ironically I just lamented a few minutes ago, how there is never any cute girls when we do a job.) They go in the house, come back out, and the younger, cute on, comes out gym clothes. She starts chatting me up. Opening up with with wanting to see my ink, I know, (I know, you and you fookers opinion on tats. I have comedic and useful tats. like morse code. its different.) Rapid fire asking questions, I fire back in turn. Get a lil tongue tied at points. Idk, I'm a grown ass 240 pound 6 foot guy, and I get intimidated by women. I do. Especially pretty girls. In less than 7 minutes, we know a lot about each other. As we are talking the plumber running the job tells the homeowner, her pipe is bad in the street, its gonna cost to get it fixed.... I didn't take the opportunity to get her number. I had to do work shit, she had to go to the gym.... I was conflicted. We were all outside, Mother homeowner, Daughter 1 and 2. Bad news. Half my age.............Old enough to be her father. Technically. At the same time, I want that, seemingly cool, lithe, attractive young female. I am wired to want that. Programmed. Logically, I know potential for a good outcome is fucking low. I know this logically. But what if, she is alright? A good human? At the same time, I know from experience, Girls from 19 to 25 ish that is a round number, have that party phase. So yeah, logically, seems like a terrrible idea. At the same time part of me wants to throw my heart into a blender. again. I don't know what the outcome of the job is going to be, we may go back there, and fix it or someone else might. She opened the door to all sorts of social media things, I don't mess with. I may never see her again, or I may. If do, depending on how she interacts, idk what I will do. If she is cold, cool. If she is still acting intrested....idk. I really don't know if logic will beat biology. Its possible she just may be looking for a quick hookup...some shit like that. That isn't really how I do things...If something is worth doing its worth doing right, and or at least well, adeptly. Nothing ventured nothing gained....at the same time, AWALT, at the same time, what if? Shit can't be true always, too many humans. So yeah, I'm kinda conflicted. The logic in me says, just take it easy. Let things unfold as they will. Know thyself. The animal human lizard fooker inside me says, yeah! Do it!