Hey guys, throwaway account for obvious reasons. I'm an IT guy in the military stationed in Europe right no. 18 years old and this is my first tine away from home. I'm fairly introverted, only having having a couple close friends that I hang out with outside of work. My days consist of working 9-5 and attending online college with a major in Computer Science in my spare time. All my coworkers are older than me with most of them having SO'S. They tend to keep to keep to themselves. I would consider my lifestyle to be healthy, I don't smoke or drink, exercise a few times a week, and save <half my checks.

I'm feeling stuck and fear depression. My anxiety is getting worse. Travel isn't very interesting to me and is very costly. Already made my way around europe. My days are fairly lonely and monotonous. The women in the military have their pick of the lot and the quiet IT guy is at the bottom. I really miss high school, where i had many friends and was involved in many places around school. Any advice for a fellow mgtow feeling stuck and isolated overseas?

Edit: Thanks to all those who have commented!! I didn't expect any. Appreciate you all and wish you the best !