I've been lurking here for a bit, read the sidebar etc. However, I have a long way to go like many others; gaining true abundance and ingraining AWALT etc.

Today a red pill truth hit me like a brick in the face, once again reminding me how important it is to really ingrain this stuff and make NO EXCEPTIONS. I was trying to plate a girl at school about a month ago and it didn't work out because I fucked up and almost forgot about the red pill. However, after "ending" it after the first date, I was still doubting myself and hamstering up reasons to go back. "She is special" "I might've decided too fast" etc, typical BP thoughts. I was told she was hard to get, doesn't give up sex easy and so on by friends when I was trying to plate her. My biggest mistake was taking it as a challenge. Just today, they tell me how she appearently has a fuckbuddy and is dating 3 guys at the same time. Basically, it was all a front and she rides the CC just as fast and as much as every other slut. Plating guys etc. I was actually fooled at the start and thought she was an innocent unicorn. AWALT.

TLDR; thought girl I was trying to plate was an innocent unicorn, found out she's a typical slut riding the CC. AWALT.