I have been reading this subreddit for sometime now. First of all, sorry for my bad English, it's not my first language.

I don't have a deep divorce, cheating story like most of you guys. I don't know, I could see bullshit women spit since I know myself. I remember looking at kids at my high school, seeing how they treat meals, dates to their so called "girlfriends" and thinking to myself "what a retard". So, I've been GMOW without knowing I was GMOW.

Eventually I lost my war against social conditioning and found a girlfriend. To be honest, I was mostly curious about the sex and considering I was a 18 years old good looking guy, I think it just had to happen. We dated for 3 months, we had sex at the end of the 3rd month and I was like "so, that's it?". It clearly didn't worth my 3 months. That is the only experience I have with dating, sex and women in general.

Fast forward to 2 years later. I lost my grandfather. He was a very wealthy man, real estate-wise to say the least. He apparently thought it's better to leave everything to me rather than my father, who already accumulated enough wealth by himself to live of off. Since then, I have been just traveling, buying myself cool toys and pretty much enjoying my life.

My parents used to ask how is my "private life" going on. I usually told them that I still haven't found "the one". Lately, they became much more aggressive about it. Like "You remember <insert old family friend>? He/she has a lovely daughter and we want you to meet her" aggressive. I also avoided that until last week.

We were supposed to have a family dinner at my place. My mother apparently invited one of those women without letting me know in advance. The evening was really awkward with my mom trying to set us up. After the woman left, I couldn't take it anymore and just said everything I thought about women, dating, marriage and having children. I told them I don't need a woman in my life because I'm not really interested in with having a family and children. I can afford a cleaning lady, cook by myself or basically order. I told them, a woman at this point will be a liability to me. After hours of blaming and convincing attempts, they told me that they are ashamed of me and that they didn't raise me to be that selfish.

They are actually great parents, they just want to make sure that I'm not alone. I think my father got what I explained to them to an extent but my mother kept saying "NAWALT". I don't know what to do but I need them to understand me somehow.