Why? Who knows, they liked being "friends" with me (but honestly, they were horrible friends even from a platonic perspective). I suppose I :

  • am not educated enough yet
  • am not making enough money yet
  • am not ripped enough yet
  • dont have a nice place yet
  • dont have fancy job yet
  • dont have a fancy car yet
  • am not emotionally mature enough yet

I am 25 now, I suppose with hard work I can be the above things in 5 - 10 years. But let's say I finally reach that state ... why would I still want them? Because they're pretty? Give me a break. They weren't there for me when I needed them, I sure as hell wont be there for them when they deem me "worthy" enough. Besides, what number will I be? Guy #5? Guy # 9? What will I do so much differently from those other guys? I guess what I am trying to tell you is: she is not yours, it's. just your turn.