I was talking to this girl the past few days, online, a friend of a very close friend. She’s perfect in every way, great ass, great personality, the whole package.

Then out conversation gets a little sexual, then she sends me nudes, we talk more, I find out she’s been a sugar baby for some 60 year old (shes 19), I check out this website and yep there she is on it. She sends me videos of them fucking.

It has completely fucked my mind up. She seemed so nice, so perfect, same personality as me and in the space of half an hour the truth comes out to what she’s really like. It doesn’t help she has 3000 friends on Facebook either, mostly guys.

I was thinking about her non stop, and then the jealousy and anger hit me, what if shes still messaging other guys, what if she’s only in it for sex, what if tomorrow she just moves onto the other 30 guys she’s probably chatting with.

I feel so pathetic, so low, so beta. Knowing she can pick and choose any guy she wants.

I want to find a way to stop caring about these type of girls. I want to focus on myself and stop thinking about others, I want the jealous feelings to go away. I’ve been cheated on before so that doesn’t help. I need help with not giving a fuck about them. I know I should just ignore them, but the anger and jealousy is there, a certain type of betrayal feeling. How do you guys get over it? How do you get into the mindset?