I had a relationship before but i have been single for the past 2 years. I have never been famous with the women and am brown. I have only dated white women in the past and have slept with brazilian and greek hb8s before but only when i had been piss drunk. I have been bullied all my life by my parents and my surroundings but thankfully i have a degree from a top college now.

I recently joined tinder and am getting only 7-8 likes a day. However, even those women dont want to meet up. I also created a fake account on tinder with a model's pics and got 200 matches in a day. The women were willing to literally do anything, including giving rimjobs and getting anal. I thought all these things existed in porn movies but now i feel that i am so ugly that everyone has been having sex except for me. I feel horny at all times and cant cope with my sex drive even after hours of playing squash and running. How do i get attractive? I feel so ugly at times that i keep asking women to rate me and even ask my friends to do so. I go out on the streets and see so many hot women who just treat me like shit. Idk what to do anymore. Am i irreversibly ugly?