I'm so fucking distressed right now. I see women and I feel a pull to them like no other, I want to be close to them and have their attention. At the same time, I know what they do and I know what they're like, they're so manipulating and dominating.

Okay scratch the title I just want to feel that connection, that lust, that passion. The touching and feeling, the kissing, the everything that embodies a passion for one another.

But I can't un-know what I have learned from the red pill. This stops me from even trying to get this feeling from a woman.

Help me I feel depressed and I don't know what to do. I need the help of you guys give me some motivation or advice.