Hey guys

Here’s the typical lonely sad post about never having a relationship. It’s true though I am 20 fucking 6 and still never had a relationship. So obviously I am doing something wrong. One thing is it seems like no one approaches anyone these days so I don’t approach anyone. Idk how the fuck people meet each other through friends because my friends don’t know any single girls legit all of us are lonely as fuck.

I joined a fraternity this year and it’s a good step in the right direction but I still don’t approach anyone in fear of being that thirsty 20 fucking 6 year old. Yet people are hooking up left and right and I’m sitting here masturbating wondering what the fuck am I doing wrong to be so left out on attracting women. Do I have to be a fucking pickup artist just to get a girlfriend? I see average looking guys like me getting cute girls no problem and they stay in the relationship for years. So when I see that it really makes me depressed cause I know I must be doing something wrong.

In my own statistics I’ve met 1 girl on tinder who was obsessed with me and was kind of ugly but maybe I’m ugly too so I said fuck it. On date 2 she told me she had sex with her ex before she saw me and I decided fuck this shit I’m out. I met another girl at work but after the first date I my vibes said she wasn’t into me. Third girl a friend set me up with her friend and I didn’t think she was mentally stable and I felt no reason to continue. Fourth girl approached me and it was the easiest shit I’ve ever dealt with. She was so into me I legit did nothing basically. We had sex after like 2 dates and then one day she got drunk and cheated on me or something idfn what happened she was a sailor and told me, “sailors do sailor things” and ended it with me. That lasted about a month. The last girl I saw was through a friend she thought I was attractive and I felt the same about her and we had a nice first date we made out but on the second date it was different I didn’t feel the same vibes I could tell there wouldn’t be a third at the end of the date. It’s interesting how I said goodbye to her in my head at the end of the date and it was true... she started dating some guy 2 weeks later.

Ultimately none of them lasted more than a few weeks. One lasted a month but she was so obsessed with me I don’t think it counts because if I was fucking up it obviously didn’t matter to her. The girls I liked stopped seeing me because of me, eventually.

So now here I am, depressed, and lonely as fuck because I’m 20 fucking 6 and still never officially had a girlfriend and it’s not like I’m being needy and begging for a girlfriend—I’ve been letting things happen naturally.

Obviously something is going fucking wrong though and I’m not sure what it is. This might sound silly to you but it sure does keep me up at night and I haven’t cried yet but man do I feel lonely.