Good evening gentlemen

This may be a bit ranty/maddening as this time of year is bad for me and have had a few beers

A year ago today I broke up with my toxic abusive ex, she beat the shit out of me, emotionally abused me for months I still have a scar on my palm from where she came at me with a kitchen knife.

A year ago today I gained the strength to end it and trust me she did not make that easy on the night she threatened to kill herself, sent me videos of her cutting and then tried to break into my house so that I would take her back and I refused.

She broke me I'm not gonna lie and turned to booze and weed to cope for ages until I decided not to be self destructive. I got therapy and started to get better then I started to wonder why she did what she did, why someone in one sentance could say that they loved you and one sentance later tell you that you are scum. I always wondered why. My mum said it was my fault, my therapist had no answers and my dad said that it was my fault as well. I was lost and so confused then i found youtubers like the amazing atheist, undoomed and bearing and that lead me eventually to mgtow and understanding female nature and then i understood my ex and everything about her and the abuse she put me through it was classic hypergamy and tumblr femenism in a person so fuck her she will end up alone.

A year on I am a trainee stockbroker and am loving my job and the field I am in I have travelled more and have taken up taekwando and am teaching myself bass guitar and the drums and I have never been happier now that i am doing things for me and not to impress bitches. So thankyou mgtow thankyou so much for explaining what no one else could and helping me go my own way.

My love from England my brothers my blood