I've never been attractive to women, I'm short, baby faced, socially awkward af. I've first had sex when I was 30 with an escort. And not for the lack of trying! In my early 20s I've been part of PUA community, tried their day/night games, read the literature, went to clubs, asked 100s of women out etc. I've went to gym for the past 10 years. I always was one with money and car (worked since I was 18, 2 jobs while going to school at one point).

Thinking about this since discovering mgtow, I'm happy things turned out the way they did. I'm in best shape of my life. Have great career and make 6 fig. Spend it on savings and hobbies. No loans, no debts, no alimony, kids. Live in luxury apartment with sick gaming rig. Free to travel and do the shit I want to do. Or just stay up all weekend and game and not a single soul will nag me for it.

I guess if I were a tad more attractive, best case scenario, I'd be with some overweight nagging wife and couple of snotty kids, paying off mortgage on that house she wanted. And hating my life. But there would be no way it's for me...