In my previous posts ive had alot of you leave comments about having a backbone and getting my balls back.

Long story short.. per my previous posts ive had this LTR that I gave everything to.. my power.. my effort.. everything. Made a huge mistake in thinking that she would accept it and want me the same way I want her. Finally the time has come where she has come back and in her words “offering a friendship and support system”. I put my foot down and told her I wasnt looking for any of that and that im bigger than begging someone to want me back the way I want them. I told her I wasnt for that anymore and that if she wanted to see me as the person who breaks her down and doesnt give back genuine love (when we all know we are the ones that do everything and it will never be enough) then id simply just walk away. She sent me a boat load of paragraphs saying then I could walk away and that she doesnt want her future husband to make her feel helpless and yada yada yada.. I sent one more message saying that if she truly felt that way she could and that she could convince herself of whatever she wants to but that i wont be around for it anymore. she ends the convo saying “well then walk away, I hope you find the help and support you need to continue in life and in the right direction” I simply just said “if thats how you truly feel, alright.” and ended it there. I don’t know how to feel atm but I know that in the end its the best decision ill make.