''You will never find a woman that loves you more then your mother'' They said.

As a toddler/little kid life is thankful. You parents look after you and there is no difference how girls and boys are treated. You grow up and start to develop male charecteristics. Suddenly you experience changes.

You get more spanks then your sisters( in my case cousin), your parents become more distant and more demanding. Everytime something broke, I was the first suspect. Guilty until proven wrong.

The older I got, the more my mother wanted to controll me. I should wear this and that, I should do this and that. My father was and still is passive( though he got more assertive). The only time I heard him speaking to me, was the time I rebelled against my mom's crazyness. He told me to '' man up'' or '' just shut up and endure''

'' A man has to do his duty''. Nowdays nothing changed, except I'm grown up and They don't even try nowdays to teach me something. My father even told me he gave up the idea he could teach me anything. The relationship between us is on ice.

In my family I am the only male offspring. I study and work parttime. I am fit and healthy, no brag intended. In short : I have a good time.

I noticed that my family or better say the females started to manipulate me in my early years. My aunt and especially my bitchy cousin, but also my grandma and my of course my mom.

Though I cutted the contact( they live in another country) I sometimes talk with them. And man, they use every opportunity to hook me on their bullshit.

My lovely Cousin even demanded from me to do her homework, because I study that certain field. I denied and basicly after a failed second attempt I ain't hear anything from her.

Yesterday, because of sudden death of my grandpa, my mom wanted me to drive with her to his funeral. I couldn't because the stay is too long and interfere with my final class.

So I said I couldn't, which she couldn't believe. Long stories short:She thinks I lied and now my father took 8 days off to drive with her.

At the evening It turned out, that SHE WANTED To STAY 9 DAYS.( Previously she lied we HAD to stay because of visa) MY Father can only take 8 days off, so she bitched about it and said he doesn't care about her, expecting firstly me then him to risk our career/education. Great drama at the evening. Also she accused me that it was my fault I couldn't drive her because suddenly she we would be back one day before my class begins.

FUCKING CRAZY CUNT. Oh and she didn't miss any chance to to bash me and my father infront of my whole family.

This my friends, shows that not a single woman will care for you. When you reach your full workhorse potential, you will be only seen as a workhorse. And if you refuse, well you don't love her and care about her.

Be that wild,free mustang, they will never catch.