I write this as a cautionary tale in hopes my story can warn and help someone in the future.

At this current time, I do not see a way out. I am fucked. My only solutions are death or to do something bad.

Without giving too much of my identity away, I’m 26 years old and I’ve just lost everything. I am currently hiding from the landlord as I owe him 2 months rent due to my situation.

Last year, I landed myself a really good job in central London, UK. It was an office based job working in media. It was a female dominated job, but I enjoyed working as PR for major companies. Within 2 months of working I met the woman who at the time, I described “the perfect woman” I now laugh as I type this at my gulibility. She nested. We moved in together. She spoke about marriage. We got engaged. It was want want want want. It always cost me money. If she didn’t get what she wanted, her interest levels waned. With this added pressure I started working extra hours to pay for an holiday she wanted to go on. The simp me just couldn’t see that although this woman had her own job, her own income and had some reasonable qualities, she was utterly draining me.

But that’s not the worst of it. There was this girl (we’ll call her H) at work who I had grown close to friendship wise. Her ex boyfriend had abused her and she would tell me way too personal stuff over our lunch breaks. I kept my distance and never met her outside of work, she was strictly a friend. Well nothing really happened until 4 months into this and I came into work with co-workers shooting me evils across the room. HR called me into the office and what do you know. H had accused me of groping her breasts and attempting to kiss her in a toilets at work. It was an absolutely absurd claim but my HR lady was an extreme feminist and her eyes I was already guilty. They suspended me and conducted an investigation.

I had to deal with police questioning me because according to my workplace it was “my word against hers, but that didn’t discredit her accusation” They fired me after 2 weeks even though they concluded nothing. How could they, when on the day and time of it was supposed to have taken place I have web history proving my I was browsing the web. Yet despite the evidence the police did not give a shit. This was going to court regardless.

Throughout this ordeal was my girlfriend supportive? Was she fuck. She slept downstairs because she thought that “although it might not be true I don’t know if it is” Still my simp mind depressed and destroyed from this accusation didn’t know how to comprehend it.

The worst thing about being accused is your name is dragged through the mud. Everyone in your area knows. I got abuse and even physically attacked by H’s friends and family for her utter lies. I spent my nights crying my eyes out and wanting to die. I had been cast out of the tribe and accused. I was guilty before proven innocent. The law seemed to be on H’s side despite utter lack of evidence.

I even wrote my suicide note. But I don't have the balls to do it. I suppose its good in a way. The only person I had in my life who believed me was my Dad. He was my rock. When I went to court I went with my dad. My girlfriend didn’t want to be seen with me incase I was found guilty. Luckily, I had a decent lawful judge who took the evidence and my witness and I was shocked to find the judge threw the case out in 30 minutes. Infact it had been found that on a message H had told a friend that she made the accusation up and had an history of it. This got out and it saved my ass.

There’s no better feeling that being proven an innocent man. But that joy is shortly lived when you realise that it fucks up your entire career. Even proven innocent, getting a new job was impossible. Your name is dragged through the mud. My identity has been assassinated because of it and what did H get despite evidence of lying? Nothing. The police aren’t interested in pursuing the fact she lied. It would cost me money to take her to go to court.

So struggling and getting turned down for every job interview I go to, I fell into a depressive pit. I had also found out my girlfriend had been sleeping with her co worker the entire time I went through this ordeal. She moved out taking all the money we had in our “Future savings” account because as a simp I stupidly put all my entire earnings and money into the account which was tied to an account in her name. What a stupid fucking mess.

I’m 2 months behind on rent. The landlord is going to kick me out soon. I will be homeless. This is how bad it can get just by playing by the system. No one gives a fuck about you. No one gives a fuck about me.

My only way out is death or to do something seriously bad. I’m not the killing myself type but I understand why people do it. Women will leave you penniless and destroyed. I have roughly 3 pounds to my name (about $5 in dollars) I now worry on where I'll sleep. How I'll get food. Baring in mind, I continue to look for work daily. I have been utterly screwed by society and women.

This is my story. I hope you got something out of it.