About 2 days ago, I had a broke up situation gone bad experience and posted a 1 line text post. I was so ashamed of myself that I let myself fall to the trap again and in deep anger I almost lost myself and tried to kill myself. In retrospect this look really dumb and stupid decision to make over a woman but it felt like it was the only option at the time.

Well, I gotta admit I was already going through some difficult situation and this woman I had been seeing appeared to be a NAWALT who cared and understood my problem. So there was I falling into the mind game trap. She was just perfect thing in my eyes and I found myself being more open to her everyday. Eventually I even forgot about one big thing about a woman - they are not loyal. I shared my feelings and insecurity too much that she showed her true nature.

About a month ago, she told me that she deeply loved me and cared about me and all that good stuff, in a hand written letter. That was the thing I thought to myself maybe she is saying what she truly feels. After she learns about all my weakness? Guess what she told me. 'Did I say I love you?' Not only that, she made me feel like I was some sort of creep to even think she had a feeling towards me and blamed me for betraying her friendship. It was not losing her that broke me, but it was the act of such betrayal, that really got to me. I ended up drinking dangerous amount of alcohol and ended up in ER after I tried to jump off a building. It was my buddy from my army days who saved me and stayed with me until I pulled myself back together.

Well, moral of the story is that you should not expect a woman to support you in the time of need. However, do trust your male friends. They will be more open to you than you think they are and they will not hurt you by betraying you. Stay MGTOW to stay alive.

Tldr: I trusted a woman, got fucked, almost killed myself, but my friend saved me.

Thanks again Lee.