Broke up about two hours ago. Yes, it hurts, but I keep trying to focus on all the things I put up with that drove me nuts. And also trying to focus on the FREEEEEDOM ahead. Freedom to pursue my interests without having to think about someone else.

So I told her I just don't see this as a long term thing. She said she agreed, and pretty much thought it was over about 4 months ago when I told her that if I moved somewhere and she wasn't coming, I would still move there cause it was a dream of mine. If you knew 4 months ago then what the hell have you been doing lady????

I am moving out, which is great cause our monthly rent right now is ridiculous. This will help me pay off some bills. Got a showing already for tomorrow. Moving sucks, but it will be worth it.

Like I said above, I am hurting a little right now, but I know deep down I was not happy and I was pushing aside my dreams and goals to simply have a co-habitation girlfriend.

So glad I found this community of brothers otherwise I could have seen it going another year. Ugh. Thanks for the support.

Edit: She also said that it was always about me. Basically calling me selfish. Gentlemen, this can be interpreted as it was never 100% about her and what she wanted all the time.