Ever since I remember I never wanted to get married. The whole experience gave me butterfly’s and not the excited anticipation type, I mean the type when you’re waiting on the plane to go skydiving for the 1st time and thinking of any excuse to get out of it. As I grew up I saw another side of marriage that completely blew me away - divorce.

I watched my peers and family get financially ruined, emotionally wrecked and in some cases, imprisoned. This is not what Disney and the whole happily ever after fairy-tale promised so I decided to go my own way and work on my carrier, whilst keeping a low profile.

I wasn’t happy though. My biological need for pussy was overwhelming and I found myself depressed. I caught up with the whole TRP philosophy and initially it sounded great - make yourself the best man you can. But after researching and seeking advice I was inundated with the same information regarding attracting women. Go to the gym, dress nice and work on your personality. Do these and you will get pussy. But over time this simply translated to - be someone else and you will get pussy. This in turn made me worse because the standard “me” is by society’s standards, inferior. So I ditched that BS and concentrated on money.

Living in a country where prostitution is legal I decided to venture down that route and to my surprise was impressed. The woman were attractive, some were super model quality. They were more than happy to accommodate for anything I wanted and the honesty in our conversations was more than anything I’ve had with a civilian. To just meet a girl and tell her straight up what you want to do with her instead of talking bollocks whilst she shit tests you as a suitor is a perk in itself.

Throughout the last few years I’ve exercised this hobby in various countries and recently smashed the triple figures mark. In addition I’ve experienced some of the most erotic, filthy episodes one could ever imagine. Threesomes, squirter’s, making a human chain! You name it, it’s been done. It’s got to a point I don’t even watch porn. I’ve got a number of girls, what would be described as HB9’s on speed dial for whenever the need is there to release. Which in turn has made life feel content, relaxed and as if I’m floating like a misty fart through the brainwashed beta cucked society we wake up to every morning.

So in summery I would like to say I feel I’m MGTOW. Although I’m a foreveralone type, I can honestly say it’s been by choice and I don’t chase pussy the conventional way. I’m definitely not red pill because their game is to play woman into their hands and not to cheat and get straight to the final level. I on the other hand couldn’t care less about any game I need to practice to play; I just do it my way, on my rules. Hope to connect with some like-minded folks on this sub as I can’t find any other sub on Reddit where I can relate and agree as much with what’s posted on there in comparison to MGTOW.

TL:DR Saw the light early and went my own way, fucked hot chicks the unconventional way - keeping my libido at bay.