I've been MGTOW for about three months now. Im 25 and was a classic beta male chump. Being fat most my life and not at all to beauty standards, I did anything and everything to get attention and affection from women. From being a their emotional tampon to giving them unconditional unreciprocated love. After the last girl I tried to date rejected me I choose to stay and wait to see if she would change her mind (a foolish mistake that I will emit to). But what I found was when I tried to leave and move on she would get mad and guilt me into staying in contact with her. After some time I began to realize it wasn't because she cared about me it was because there was no one to give me her attention. This soon changed as she found a new guy. I then looked back at all my past experiences trying to date women. I saw the pattern was the same. They only kept me around to give them attention and had no intention of dating me. They just kept me around till a guy they wanted came along. I began to read about mgtow because I was bitter and mad at all women because of the actions of those who lied to me. And wanted nothing to do with them. I learned that I'm a true forced loneliness guy. And the only time a women would finally say yes is when I have money, a house and after she hits the wall. Because at that point it would be better then nothing in her eyes.