Thanks everyone I read all the replies , and yes I do have a micropenis to the guy who asked . Anyway I've given up I see no purpose for me to go on , I feel dead inside . I wouldn't mind if I drop dead right now , fuck the future . I only have one crazy dream . I'd love to live in a cabin in the woods and learn survivalist skills. Take my pet dog , grow a garden and eat veggies and fruit . When bored I would go for walks , play with my dog , fish , pick flowers , smell the beautiful air, maybe find a friend to live with me , we would read books , play board games , play with our dog , talk , walk together , I love nature and I believe this is the humans natural environment that's why when In nature our brain releases chemicals .anyway thats just a dream of mine . Thanks again everyone I read all your replies just at a loss with energy right now couldn't reply to all .